Monday, December 10, 2007
december 10
i am emoing right now.
carin and jodie just rekindled my longingness for japan. so while writing this blog, i am listening to ostuka ai singing daisukidayo(i like you very much) and uploading a revised version of photo album. if you want to view please click (http://picasaweb.google.co.jp/IAMSPASTIC/JapaneseTrip2 and http://picasaweb.google.co.jp/IAMSPASTIC/JapaneseTrip102 )
this trip to japan will certainly be a important chapter in my life. when i grow old and decrepit, i will again look at these photos and say hey jianan, your life aint all shit and pee after all.(how uncivilised =) )
there are 3 things that predominantly occupy most part of my thinking brain. namely, 2.4 run, guitar and studies. i will fail myself in all 3 components if i were to rate myself now. i lack discipline and determination. while studying, my mind will drift to somewhere else. and frankly speaking, i haven did an iota of homework. my running is as bad as ever. running made me feel psychologically worse especially after my trip to the mindef intership programme MIP for short. the slowest in the ocs airforce is 9.30. i take 4 min longer than that. lastly to guitar. the only part which i will get a S, which is a sub-pass. my la catedral is far from smooth and the 3rd movement sounds like like a broken and capriciously out of battery record player(awakard expression). but a S for player 5 times a day.
jiayou jianan, still got 20 more days. haha only 20
jianan[3:45 AM]
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